Monday, March 29, 2010

I felt like a porn star!

So last night was amazing! I have always been one to enjoy a good anal fucking, but there is still usually a bit of pain and I can only go for so long before I hit a wall and I have to quit. I don't know what happened last night, I was horny just like normal, i was ready and excited for a good anal probing like always. Master used plenty of lube, just like normal. Only two things have changed that I can pin down.

1. I have surrendered all control to my master, I have been collared.
2. I got some spankings last night. I discovered that I really like to be spanked. Bent over master legs with my ass in the air, waiting to be abused. Especially since he does a nice probe job on my pussy every few spanks.

Now I don't know for sure if either one of those things were the reason but I have never in my life been fucked in the ass so well. It didn't hurt and it felt so amazing. I never wanted him to stop. Even when he could go no longer I wanted it to go on and on. If there was a way to make it like that every time I would probably have to insist he fuck me in the ass twice a day. It was seriously that good. I can't remember if I have mentioned as of yet that I am a squirter, but I seriously made a puddle with zero contact with my clit or g-spot whatsoever.

This same event my master was finally able to fully fist me. It was the most full and painfully wonderful experience ever. I wasn't sure how I felt about him fisting me at first but I know he enjoyed trying and I didn't mind letting him. Wow. That's all I can say.

Such a wonderful night. I felt like a porn star!

Today I woke up and I got to go looking for a "public" collar. Something that I can wear in public without drawing too much attention. It's not that I care if strangers see and know. But I think my loved ones would be confused. They wouldn't understand and they would get weird, and try to save me or something. Little do they know, I am saved. I have my master and I will serve him with my whole heart. I am so happy to belong to him. I found a collar I like. It's a chain with a heart in the middle and a handcuff on each side of the heart. It's PERFECT!

I didn't get my bathroom cleaned so I'm expecting to be spanked again.

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